ok two weeks since i last blogged seriously (don't count the last post as serious blogging) and so many things have happened... and argh just too lazy to recall everything and put everything into words. but i'll just try anyway.
many many things happened... and somehow they all kinda shaped my thought processes and yep shall try to outline my frame of mind these 2 weeks... just don’t know what to think sometimes... feel so frustrated with the tightrope mindset. Am I being too much, or too little, or should I just heck care about all these and do anything I want or what?! Zz.
About being antisocial. I think sometimes (more often than not these days) I just walk quietly on my own in big groups, not really willing to initiate conversations with anyone. Just feel so hindered and… just nothing to talk abt la!! Uncomfortable silences. Prob come across as quiet and antisocial and just generally not a very fun person to be with. Altho I guess it's kinda true?
I recently watched death note, and that was while I was halfway thru picture of dorian gray, so their ideas on evil complemented and made me start thinking. And yup think I have a certain streak that people are always kinda shocked to see. Just how far that streak runs will depend on how I reason things I guess. Even tho my reasoning can carry me in opposite directions sometimes.
Also went to watch 3some! 3some was absolutely fantastic. The first play was a bit hard to understand, and the last play was a little boring... but kevin's birthday party was marvelous! Plays are such powerful re-enactments of real life situations. But yea it really brought back the regret of not having taken lit in sec 3 and 4. Bleh...
Frankly, I prefer it when I focus all my energies into one topic only for a post. Instead of this random skims on so many different things. Zz result of not blogging often enough.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
ok two weeks since i last blogged seriously (don't count the last post as serious blogging) and so many things have happened... and argh just too lazy to recall everything and put everything into words. but i'll just try anyway.
many many things happened... and somehow they all kinda shaped my thought processes and yep shall try to outline my frame of mind these 2 weeks... just don’t know what to think sometimes... feel so frustrated with the tightrope mindset. Am I being too much, or too little, or should I just heck care about all these and do anything I want or what?! Zz.
About being antisocial. I think sometimes (more often than not these days) I just walk quietly on my own in big groups, not really willing to initiate conversations with anyone. Just feel so hindered and… just nothing to talk abt la!! Uncomfortable silences. Prob come across as quiet and antisocial and just generally not a very fun person to be with. Altho I guess it's kinda true?
I recently watched death note, and that was while I was halfway thru picture of dorian gray, so their ideas on evil complemented and made me start thinking. And yup think I have a certain streak that people are always kinda shocked to see. Just how far that streak runs will depend on how I reason things I guess. Even tho my reasoning can carry me in opposite directions sometimes.
Also went to watch 3some! 3some was absolutely fantastic. The first play was a bit hard to understand, and the last play was a little boring... but kevin's birthday party was marvelous! Plays are such powerful re-enactments of real life situations. But yea it really brought back the regret of not having taken lit in sec 3 and 4. Bleh...
Frankly, I prefer it when I focus all my energies into one topic only for a post. Instead of this random skims on so many different things. Zz result of not blogging often enough.